But your the angel with the perfect wings...

mygunurbullet @ 2006-12-01T10:56:00

2006-12-01T17:56:04Z

that last time i wrote in here was in June
WOW!!

bored bored bored

2006-06-12T21:10:55Z

I see the free which you enslave,
the walking which you keep chained
I see the growth which you keep caged
and I've seen the minds that go un-raged
I see the body robbed of soul, just to fuel your control
I see the standing knocked to their knees,
and I've seen the human beings you treat like machines

Machinist - I am not (I am not) I am not machine
Machinist - I am (I am) I am human being
Machinist - I am not (I am not) I am not machine
Machinist - I am (I am) I am human being

A stagnant life is a victory for the lover of life that never breeds
Perpetuate, obliterate, the addicted living on their knees
The dealer depletes you, yeah dealers beat you
like a drum without a tone
You're just skin and bones until you say...

No more, no more
Unlike the silent machines who never settle
The score, the score
Unlike the lifeless objects they want you to be

You want your object? Well you got it...

(I am not, I am not, I am not a machine)

I could be the knife in your back,
the noose around your neck
I could be the bullet running through your skull
but I'd rather be the force of my spoken word

Let our voices form the weapons

Our voices

No silence
No compliance
In defiance of the rape of growth
No silence (No silence)
No compliance (No compliance)
In defiance of the rape of growth

mygunurbullet @ 2005-09-17T14:07:00

2005-09-17T21:08:03Z

Making come true our modest impossible dreams. Stuck in public school classrooms at age 15. Those long hot days just before the summer...knowing that we're stuck here...and there's something happening somewhere. Knowing we know we gotta get there. It's true what they say...death is more perfect than life...that's why we already died. What could have been? We don't wanna know. Tonight we'll get our kicks. Tonight we're all letting go! 'Cause we're all Dead Ramones! Sore back! Sore feet! A ragtag army and we're sick in the heat. We're not pretty and we're not rich. We're gonna hafta fucking work for it. It's our life! We do what we choose! Black Jeans. Black Shirt. Black Shoes. Mom and Dad still don't approve. Twenty eight shows. 28 days. Pulling up new rogues all along the way. I'm just another face in this desperate youth parade. And all the bunk beds locked doors, hardwood, sweat, guts, skateboards, cold war bomb shelter basement screams, no sleep, good dreams. We're playing hard as we can and a whole lotta time stuck in the van. Reading the graffiti on every bathroom wall in truck stop fast food hell. Save me from ordinary. Save me from myself. Another punk rock summer came and went now I just wanna go back home and turn up my stereo until the rhythm melts my bones 'cause I'm a Dead Ramone. D.E.A.D.R.A.M.O.N.E.S.

hacking is good fun

2005-02-24T04:36:12Z

i'm in ruben's journal because he's not into it anymore
so i will update for him like i used back in the cute old days

roobs got a promotion at work! how cute is that?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand he's all playing video games right now
so i'm going to go to sleep cuz i'm way tired

okay so yah blahblah i love ruben he loves me blahblah you know that already

so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Yo

2004-12-06T23:23:29Z

its really cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mygunurbullet @ 2004-10-16T12:01:00

2004-10-16T19:02:28Z

HAPPY 11 MONTHS

TIFFANY

I LOVE YOU!!!

TODAY

2004-10-14T17:44:30Z

TODAY IS THRUSDAY

AND ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

HMMMM

2004-10-11T03:08:02Z

MY B-DAY IS THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUY ME SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE TIFFY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mygunurbullet @ 2004-09-21T22:07:00

2004-09-22T05:07:43Z

TIFFANY HATES ME!!!!
hahahahaa

SMOOTH

2004-09-22T04:28:34Z

i used nair on my legs today

mygunurbullet @ 2004-09-03T09:41:00

2004-09-03T17:42:47Z

From the core of my being comes this promise to myself
that I won't break my honor before all.
A one-way mission through life, I won't change my course.
There's far too much to experience and accomplish to waste a precious
second drunk or hazed. An effective revolutionairy through
the clarity of mind that I've attained. I see it all for what it
is as Gommorah's Season Ends in the grave.
So many have become demoralized that now a change must be forced or all will
perish in the lunacy once it befalls.
Parasites gnaw at the basis, their vulgar ways bring pointless ends.
Perpetuating the degeneration.
In this self is all I need with this oath that keeps me free.
To this I am forever true. I am straight edge.
I am straight edge. I am straight edge. I am straight edge.

mygunurbullet @ 2004-08-18T09:10:00

2004-08-18T16:11:42Z

MY FACE IS SOOOOOOO SWOLLEN

OW

2004-08-18T03:53:31Z

getting your wisdom teeth pulled out sucks!

mygunurbullet @ 2004-08-13T22:43:00

2004-08-14T05:44:04Z

SINK WITH CALI FEST
TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont know what to say

2004-08-09T16:20:53Z

what a day i wake up to start it off im still sick and now

MY FISH ARE DEAD

i can just kill myself now

so bye now

Nothing

2004-08-02T04:30:29Z

i havent updated in awhile
everything is OK

here are some lyrics

The fight isn’t fucking won at home dreaming up attacks
This scene is for those who believe not fair-weather fans
I can see sincerity as well as I see through your mask
Inside me is dedication and convictions that fucking lasts

Trespassers this is sacred ground
This you can’ desecrate
Partimers around when it pays
You’ll soon be rid of

I don’t give a fuck who prays to what
Or if there’s an X on your fucking fist
A search for the truth that books never offered
But we found it here in this
Overlook petty differences put what we share in this first
Brought together by love for this place
And hate for the rest of this world

The message through the songs
With the power to change your life
The strength you have inside
is all you need to survive

just a reminder.

2004-07-04T05:58:22Z

i love tiffany.

YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-17T17:20:38Z

IM FUCKING GRADUATING TODAY!!!!!!

thats so awesome im finally out of school.

testing...

2004-05-19T03:43:04Z

tiffany (____chapstick ) here updating (ONCE AGAIN) for roobs

well i fixed up roob's journal & made it all colorful. and he actually likes it! so i think that everyone reading this should add him cuz he is just that cool.

well ruben is almost finished with school. since i moved in with him, he has been bored i'm sure but i don't care i still bug him!

all ruben does is listen to music. he is starting a NEW band. :( sucks for me but oh well it's what he loves :( NOT ME haha jk he loves me! very much (he said)

oh yeah and he eats ALOT of poptarts. cuz we are smores.

we are going to PROM on SATURDAY & we are going to look cute & dance it up

bye..

mygunurbullet @ 2004-05-15T16:20:00

2004-05-15T23:20:13Z

I adopted a cute lil' baby jesus fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

ITs been Awhile.............A long While

2004-04-13T04:45:12Z

When was the last time i updated oh well
well i got my tattoo finished it TOOK 2 hours it looks like a whole different tattoo now there is a pic on Tiffanys new Journal well whats new ummmmm nothing except that tiffys been staying with me and going home sometimes its was cool spending my Spring break with her she finally got to see me in pain hahahha and we saw fish at the aqurium and we went to the tide pools it was fun. Im jealous of Live Journal its stealing my girlfriend from me i cant believe tiffany wenthome today why would she leave me.BUT shes coming tomorrow i cant wait i miss her already she has to help me with the hot compress and stuff.OH yeah I went back to school today it was the gayest because i had a test and we all got yelled at because it was Senior Ditch the last day before vacation and my teacher got mad because so many kids were gone it pretty funny.Well thats all now
I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND(TIFFANY) SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH

Tiffy hates me

2004-03-27T05:12:47Z

well today was pretty gay and its still not over i wonder how many more times shes going to tell me that she hates me? I hate school so much and my moms on my ass about it she doesnt think that im going to graduate,Well Mom i am so shut up!!! Today we went to tiffanys house to find that her room isnt done and there is paint on her carpet and she got mad and on the way to get something to eat she told me that she hates me and just alittle while ago she told me she hates me again
Its like she doesnt understand how much i LOVE her i wish she knew how much i love her well yeah thats enough

UMMM

2004-03-22T05:47:20Z

My head won't rest on this pillow
You're gripped in my arms tonight
Like reality: too tight
And if a dream could last forever
I would hold you here
Time need not freeze
I need not fear

This world we find inside
Is a world that is yours and mine
And I won't be afraid of love
I won't be afraid to lose
What I was once afraid of

Teardrops have salt-stained this pillow
Loosened from a weakened clutch
By the sun's light: too much
But I have hope today
That I'll find a way
To make my dream reality

Sometimes I run and sometimes I crawl
Sometimes I fly and sometimes I fall
But this dream of mine won't change at all

TAKEOVER

2004-03-18T12:08:55Z

i'm holding ruben's lj hostage.
just because i can. he never updates, so i will do it for him.

he has been doing very very good in school and hates it. he goes to nightschool every monday and wednesday leaving me boredboredbored.
he spends his weekends with his wonderful girlfriend (me, of course duh) and we NUGGLE and kissy and all that lame mushy stuff that you are jealous because you do not have.
and he tells me he loves me about 10 times a minute. and it's much appreciated. and he has been just getting me orange juice and taking walkies with me and yelling at me nonstop. ok not nonstop, but its got to stop.

he got mad at me last night for taking his pillow.
and his friends and his new band practiced last um wednesday i think and he was all happy because todds girlfriend was there and he wouldn't stop talking about her and i got jealous (but don't tell him) she is marta from bleeding through and she is not all that. but he said she was nice. so that is cool.

what else. oh he bought some underwear from the 99 cent store and he tried to hit me with some sunglasses last night.

i think he tried to sex me up this morning b4 school. i believe his line was
"i still got a couple minutes before school" and raised his eyebrows.
haha yah right. i went back to sleep with the quickness. nice try though. (no)
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand he knows that i love him, right? right.

NFC SUPER SIZED TO THE MAX!

this has been tiffany, with your ruben update.
thank you, and good night.

P.S.

Its been awhile

2004-03-04T21:55:31Z

WoW its been a while that i have wrote in here i dont even now when was the last time i updated oh well.So how is everyone doing im good.Well i dont have anything to write about so yeah

all i have to say is I LOVE TIFFANY